One of the
most startling, spontaneous experiences I've ever had took place
several years ago while
driving to work. I was on the freeway driving to San Diego when
suddenly I felt suffused
with high frequency energy and was lifted up into the
consciousness of the Cosmic Mother,
or Feminine Aspect of the Divine Within. All energy centers become
ablaze, as did the air
around me, in and around the car and throughout my energy field
and I became aware of this
delightful, sparkling Presence within, throughout and all about my
body. My consciousness
expanded beyond the car to many feet above the freeway until I
felt like a giant and there
was this strange, dual awareness being both this little body
sitting in the car and this
giant Presence towering above the freeway. Since this change in
awareness took place so suddenly and was so startling, it was all
I could do to keep the
car on the road. I'm sure I must have been weaving like a drunk
for a few seconds as I
struggled between the dramatically different states of awareness.
The whole experience was
suffused by a tremendous sense of being loved and appreciated from
within and lasted for
several days. It was so powerful that I had difficulty
concentrating at work with the air
around me charged with this high frequency radiance. Later, I
realized that this
experience is common in the East and is known as
'Samadhi.'
During one
remarkable advanced group
session, I was unexpectedly taken within and shown how after
death, no personality is ever
lost or destroyed, but the essence of each one is preserved and
collectively, they all
contribute their qualities to the personalities of future lives. I
witnessed a remarkable
panorama of lifetimes parade before my eyes like a video on fast
rewind, and saw how my
current personality was made from the essence of all those in
prior lives. Unfortunately,
the 'tape,' or scenes of prior lives flashed by so quickly, my
brain could not possibly
record the details. I remained in an uplifted state the rest of
the day and had a sense
that I had been shown something truly extraordinary. It was only
later that I
good-naturedly berated myself for not getting more 'details,' but
I have a feeling that
tape was on 'fast rewind' for a reason. You get the details when
you're ready for them!
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